Ya’ll, I’ll be honest. I’ve lost the blogging vibe, the tell-all mojo.
My year, it has gone to shit. And yet still, in light of it all – getting dumped, getting disappointed majorly at work, moving out of my house, moving into a rental house, trying to sell my house, getting high stress work assignments, I am in a better place than most, so while I struggle, while I despair, my knowledge of “relatively, it could be worse” gives me that added dose of guilt when I engage in self pity.
And as they say, “Ain’t no one got time for that.”
But ultimately? This year, it has been HARD – emotionally, physically and financially. I’m trying to figure out if I just had karma calling in a debt, or The Universe Is Trying To Tell Me Something. If it’s the latter, it can stop – I understand. I can’t execute yet, but I understand.
I am so freaking tired. You cannot even imagine how tired I am.
So there’s the update. Send wine.